Open letter to the Father of my daughter
Why do men feel the need to flirt with other girls and grab girls attention when they already got someone who gives them everything.
Yes I am one of those millions of women who still believes and keep on hoping “magbabago pa sya” “magiging worth it pa lahat ng sacrifices ko” “mabibigyan ko pa ng buo at masayang pamilya ang anak ko” lahat naman gagawin natin para sa anak diba. It’s been almost 5 years and nothing has changed, You keep on flirting and worst, having sex with different girls you can’t even spend your free time with your daughter who keep on asking me “mommy punta papa” “miss ko na papa tawag papa” whenever she said that, All I can say is “busy si papa nasa school” my heart breaks into pieces whenever I look into my daughters eyes all I can see, longing for a fathers love.I dont have the strenght to tell my daughter that her father is no longer in our journey anymore.
But now I do understand my friends why they keep on telling “theres no point on trying via hindi na yan magbabago” “gosh pang bente na yan tama na” “he is not worth it” “let go di mo sya kelangan” and thanks to them because whenever you hurt me they are still here, I keep on ” papauto nanaman ako sayo” they are the one who supports me because they know na ” mapapagod din ako “.
Here I am now shattered into pieces,trying to dry up the tears that comes whenever i think of you. I’m now mending all those wounds you left and I am now starting to fix myself to become a stronger,fiercer, and bolder mother for my daughter.
For you, yesterday is the day that i won’t ever forget for the rest of my existence, I won’t forget that scene where you’re with a girl whose almost naked in your room and I wont ever forget the feeling I had that time. You know I have love you with all my heart kaya nga may TATIANA KEITTE tayo diba? Thank you for all the broken promises to all those hurtful words and for always choosing other over me and your own daughter. I would never forget how you betrayed my family. God knows how painful it is for us to be not your priorities.
Someday I’ll finally be able to let you go, let go of this pain I’m keeping in my heart, right now, somehow I should learn to be live with this pain. Someday when time comes, you’ll see me standing up on my own. A woman with a strong personality, a woman with dignity and a woman you’ll regret for not having. Hope you’ll learn your lessons, Babe.
PS : To the girl of my daughter’s father , I hope you or your future daughter suffer all the shits I suffered so that you know how it felt . I though you understand me because you are the one who said before to me “never kong binalak na patulan siya“ “ayoko ng gulo sorry” but you end up making excuses now “hindi naman na kayo ” so what we still have a child at may ipinaglalaban ako “mahal ko na siya” damn it you already love the person you dont even know the real him ni hindi ka manlang nagpaligaw kwarto na agad thats why a lot of man now don’t respect other girls because of the kind of girl like you . How does it feel screwing someones life and family ? Di mo manlang pinagbigyan magkaron ng masayang pamilya anak ko . Are you happy now ? He’s all yours mydear ! Kung iniisip mong nasasaktan ako ? oh YES I admit it but I consider it big blessing . Because finally I’m brave enough to face it all and for having a reason to stop this shit.
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