​I’m Sorry I Have Moved On

I’m Sorry I Have Moved On
I’m sorry to say this but you’re not the one I’m thinking about all day and night. You don’t give me that feeling like I’m about to get sick. You don’t influence me with your presence when you’re around me. 
No. I have moved on from you. I have dried the tears in my eyes. And I have healed my broken heart when you left me in pieces. 
You might be thinking that I still have feelings for you but the truth is there is none anymore. I do not miss you at night. I do not beg for you to come back. I do not have the urge to call you when I’m lonely. 
Right now, you’re just a person from my past. Someone I barely recognize anymore. Someone who once became part of my life. Someone who will not be part of my future.
Right now, you’re just a memory I will remember once in a while. But that’s all you are — a distant thought. This is the part when I can say that I’m completely over you. And having a second chance in love is already impossible for both of us.
Written by: Angelo Caerlang – Writer

boundaries

“Boundaries”
Tama ba hindi ba ako susuko ,

kahit ayaw niya sakin , 

kahit hindi ko ma fill yung mga standards niya , 

kahit hanggang friends lang ang kaya niya , 

kahit puro seen lang ang ginagawa niya , 

Tama pa ba ,

Na ituloy ko kahit masakit na , 

Kahit na mahal na mahal ko siya ,

Tama pa ba na ipaglaban ang nararamdaman,

sa tao na hindi ito kayang suklian ,

Tama pa ba na ipagpatuloy ang laban ,

kahit sa una palang tapos na ang digmaan ,

Mahirap , Masakit ,

Magulo , Nakakalito ,

Oo , tama siguro na lumaban,

para hindi pag sisihan ,

Bahala na ang tadhana ,

para sa pusong napana ,

Para pusong naging alipin ,

Nang tinatawag nila na pag ibig ,

Isang desisyon lang ang aking kailangan ,

Mamimili sa dalawa na pamimilian ,

kung lalaban o susuko na ,

Normal lang sa digmaan ,

Na may mga sugatan ,

at ang iba ay kamatayan ,

Pero sa laban ng pag ibig ,

Normal din ba na may masaktan ,

kahit wala ka ginawang kasalanan ,

Mali ba ang magmahal ,

Mali ba ang umibig ,

Natural nga siguro na hindi patas ang mundo ,

Laging may gulo ,

Laging may akala ,

Laging may mabuti at masama ,

Pero Pagibig ,

Alin ka sa dalawa ,

isa ka ba sa luha ng pagdurusa ,

o sa ngiti ng bagong umaga ,

Pagibig ,

Hindi mo ba kayang pigilan ,

Giyera at labanan ,

Isip at puso ,

nag aantay ng isang desisyon ,

kung lalaban kahit nakikita na ang katapusan ,

o pag suko na sa huli ako ang talo .

Isang hiling ,

Na sana may sagot sa pagitan ,

ng atras at laban ,

at duon ang kakapitan ,

para sa kalituhan ,

na walang nakaka alam ,

kung kailan o nasaan ang hangganan .
– V

overjoyed

credit to erin

I don’t want u

I don’t want you to chat me all day just to please me, I want you to chat me when you miss me. Don’t call me just for a formality, call me when you want to hear my voice. Don’t dedicate love songs or love poems to me just to impress me, because I would be touched if you dedicate them to me if they remind you of me. Don’t keep saying “ILoveYou” all the time just because you’re my boyfriend(?), say it when you feel it all the way through your heart and soul. Don’t come to meet me just because I am asking you to come, come to meet me when you crave to spend time with me. Don’t make me a part of your life just because I want a committed relationship, make me a part of your life when you really really want me in your life. Don’t stay in this relationship because of my happiness… Stay because of our happiness.. Stay with me because of “US” and no one else. :’)

Ex

Stop talking to your ex. Stop talking to your ex hoping your ex has become a better person. Stop taking to your ex thinking it might work out the next time around. Stop talking to your ex and giving your ex all of these chances because if they haven’t changed after one or two chances, they’re never going to. Stop talking to your ex when you’re missing your ex or you’re feeling lonely because you need to learn the difference between being lonely and being alone. Stop talking to your ex because you feel like no one else is ever going to love you when your feelings are a direct result of their inability to love you fully. Stop talking to your ex knowing that there’s already someone new and you’ve been replaced. Stop talking to your ex when you know that your ex isn’t good for you and there’s a reason why y’all aren’t together anymore. Stop talking to your ex while using that your ex was your everything as an excuse to not come to terms to how things are now. Stop talking to your ex forgetting that your ex is incapable of treating you properly and has made you more miserable than happy. Stop talking to your ex and expecting your ex to feel the same way for you just because you never stopped caring. Stop talking to your ex and believing that you should settle for someone who’s broken you and would only keep breaking you if you choose to keep going back. I know it’s hard to stop, but it’s time to remember what you deserve because your ex made you forget that and that’s something you should always know. Know what you’re worth and be what you’re worth.

you can’t force love

Don’t think about someone who doesn’t even spare a moment to think about you… Don’t waste any more energy on someone who doesn’t reply to your messages… You are wasting your feelings and time on a person who doesn’t hold any value in them… Love is something that cannot be forced… it either happens or it doesn’t and when it does it happens in the blink of an eye. Love is not something you can beg for or keep asking for. So if someone doesn’t return your love, don’t give them so much importance in your life. Don’t waste your affection on people who don’t value your love… for whom your presence or absence doesn’t matter. Don’t get upset over people who only ever need you when they want something from you… YOU are important too… So never give away your feelings or your time to a person who doesn’t even want them… Don’t waste your tears on a person who doesn’t value them.. If they’re not returning your love with love, then it’s not a real relationship…Love never has to be planned or negotiated – when two people are destined to be together they don’t have to think about it or work on it…it just happens… There won’t be the constant tears and fights… just love. That’s what you deserve – so go out and find it!……

Ng

i couldn’t asked for more

I NEVER considered myself lucky before, but after you came into my life I became the luckiest person in the whole universe. You have loved me so much over the years… there is nothing more I could ask of a person… You listen to my long stupid talks for hours on end… you accept my silly tantrums and never take them personally… you patiently spend hours with me without ever getting bored or tired of me… you’ve never shouted at me, even when I’ve done you wrong… and you have pampered me far too much! With you I forget I am a woman … you make me feel like a spoil little girl who is always demanding or asking for something… and you are always ready to fulfill all my needs and desires… you never demand anything of me and you never seem to anger me… You treat me as gently as a child, always showering me with extra attention and care… Aahh… you have loved me so much – all I want is to hide in your arms and kiss you endlessly… and yet, all the time in your arms never seems so lessen my desire to be with you… I want to spend my every moment beside you… listening to you… adoring every aspect of you and loving you for the amazing person that you are… One lifetime seems too short for a love like this… I want to born again and again to love you and to be loved by you… By giving me you – God has granted all my wishes… I could not ask for more….

losing the love of your life

There is a moment in time when the universe turns itself completely upside down and nothing makes sense anymore. It is a moment when facts become fictions and every truth you ever believed in instantly becomes a lie… It’s when the present becomes the past, your life story becomes a myth and your dreams become little more than childish fantasies… Your reality becomes an illusion as your anxieties transform into fear because somewhere inside you realize that this is the moment you are watching everything dissolve away into nothing… This is what it feels like to lose the love of your life…