tagihawat

Dear Tagyawat
Ni: Luisito Velasco

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Sinamahan mo no’ng ako’y nag-iisa,

Nandyan din no’ng nakilala ko sya,

Di ka lumisan no’ng ako’y iniwasan nya,

No’ng panahong yun sinisi pa kita.

~

Makailang ulit kitang nasaktan at pinilit pinalayo,

Pinagtabuyan pero sabi mo “Hindi! dito lang ako!”

Hindi ko rin gusto yung ginagawa sayo,

Dahil t’wing nasasaktan kita.. nasasaktan din ako.

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Di ko nga alam kung bakit napakamartir mong masyado,

Nandyan ka pa din kahit nasasaktan ka na ng tao,

Sa t’wing iiyak ikaw sumasalo ng luha ko,

Alam kong masakit to sayo pero magkaibigan lang talaga tayo.

~

Madalas akong tuksuhin nang dahil sayo,

Lagi ka kasing nakadikit eh hindi naman tayo,

Pero kahit gano’n kahit papa’no,

Salamat sa’yo di ko na ramdam na nag-iisa ‘ko.

~

Hayss.. 

Bakit ba kasi hindi kita makuhang mahalin?

Kahit anong diin o pilit ko mang gawin,

Kung sasabihin ko mang mahal kita masasaktan kadin,

Sa kadahilanang mahal kong totoo’y iba rin.

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Pero salamat talaga ha..

Hindi mo kasi ako iniwan eh kahit alam kong ang sakit sakit na,

Para sa’yong pagmamahal ko’y di maipakita,

Pinapalayo kita kasi alam kong may mali na,

Kaya iwan mo na ko oh, please lang dali na.

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Dahil ayoko ng makita kang nasasaktan pa sa piling ko,

Ayoko ng paulit ulit pa kitang pinapalayo,

Ayoko ng maging dahilan ng bawat pagluha mo,

Luhang ang laman ay ang ngalan ko.

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Oo, alam kong masakit to para sayo,

Alam ko yan dahil nagmahal din ako,

Nagmahal, nasaktan, umiwas, lumayo,

Pero tingnan mo, ngayon ayos na ako.

~

Gusto ko lang isalba yung pagkakaibigan nating dalawa,

Na nabuo simula no’ng ako’y umibig na,

No’ng panahong yun ako’y tuwang tuwa,

Ikaw naman no’n pulang pula,

Senyales na nagseselos ka.

Talagang alam mo pag pinagpupuyatan ko sya,

Kinabukasan bigla ka nalang magpapakita,

Sa galit mo nga ilong ko yung pinuntirya,

No’ng sumunod na araw buo ko ng mukha. 

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Pero hindi talaga pwede eh,

Magkaiba yung mundo natin.

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Sana maintindihan mo,

Ginagawa ko ‘to para sayo,

Balang araw maiintindihan mo din ako,

Makakahanap ka din ng para sayo,

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Pero salamat sa lahat.. 

Patawad..

Paalam..

Mahal kong tagyawat.
–Josh

if he truly loves u

A man will do whatever it takes if he genuinely cares about you. A man who truly Loves you will never ignore you nor will he make you feel unwanted. He will never stop texting you, no matter how busy he is. He will be the first one to make up with you after a fight. He will take the time from his busy schedule to surprise you. He will never leave you crying or sad. He will appreciate you for whatever you do. He will understand your every word and gesture, even the ones you have in your heart. He knows everything about you. He will never let you give up your self-respect or dignity even if he can’t spend much time with you. He will give you everything before you even ask for it. He will do whatever it takes to make you happy because that is what he lives for, You.~~~

PILIPINAS HINDI NA KITA KILALA

PILIPINAS, HINDI NA KITA KILALA
Bansang Pilipinas, sino ka na?

Sakit mo ay sobrang lala na.

Bakit ba hindi na kita kilala?

Binago ka na ba ng isang ligaw na bala?
Mga pulis na dapat sa atin ay nagliligtas,

ay siya pa lang magdadala sa atin sa masamang landas.

Karapatang pantao pilit nilang pinipigtas,

anong nangyari sa’yo mahal kong Pilipinas?
Samu’t saring katawan mga nakahandusay,

iba’t ibang pamilya nawalan ng mahal sa buhay.

Ito ba ang tinatawag na pagbabagong tunay?

Kung pati inosenteng buhay ay nadadamay?
Akala ko ba ligtas na sa gabi?

dahil wala ng mga adik sa tabi.

sadyang maraming misteryo tuwing gabi,

katawan ng binatilyong nakahandusay sa tabi
Tayo raw mga kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan,

tayo raw ang guguhit ng sarili nating kinabukasan;

ngunit bakit tila tayo pa ang may kasalanan

sa dilubyong nagaganap sa ating lansangan?
Ang ating buhay ay kanila bang nasa kamay?

Sa pagpatay kontra droga tayo ba’y dapat masanay?

Dahil hindi lang si Kian delos Santos ang pinatay,

kundi pati rin ang pangarap niyang pinakahihintay.
—–

Isinulat ni Daphne Soriano

Iginuhit ni Lara Cabling

#JusticeforKian #StopTheKillings

isang araw

” ISANG ARAW ”
By: Gian Christopher Verano
Pag gising ng umaga cellphone ang inuna,

konting ayos ng buhok sabay tutok sa social media.

Hindi inisip na magdasal pagka-gising,

magpasalamat dahil sa kanyang blessings.

Pag tinawag ni ina’y at ama’y

siya pa ay galit,

inuna ang emosyon kesa sa pagligpit.

Pagbaba ng kama siya pa ay nakapikit,

kahit pagbukas ng pinto pilit pinipihit.

Sa tuwing kakain may kaakibat na kapalit

” Nay teka lang picturan ko muna saglit ”

Kada subo palihim ang isang kamay,

nakaipit na pala ang mensahe ng kasintahan.

Konting yuko basa sa telegrama,

ni hindi man lang isinantabi at hindi pa marunong gumalang.

Kinalimutan nanaman ang dasal bago kumain, nang dahil sa ginagawa nakatuon sila ng pansin sa iyo!

Bago matulog,

ika’y nag paalam sa nobya/nobyo mo.

Kung sa kanya nagagawa mo,

Bakit sa magulang at Panginoon natin ni hindi ka man lang nagpaalam?

Dahil ba sa sistemang iyan wala ka nang kinilala?

Baka nakakalimutan mo kung walang Panginoon,

Wala ka ngayon.
-Josh

paghanga

PAGHANGA

Written by :Meycie comia
Unang araw ng makita ka,

Tibok ng puso ko’y nag-iba,

Sa bawat tingin ko sa iyong mga mata,

Aking nadarama’y ibang-iba.
Isang araw, nakausap ka.

Ramdam ko ang kaba,

Pakiramdam ko’y niyayanig

Puso ko’y kinikilig.
Sa mga buwang lumipas, 

Tila’y puso Ko’y bumigay,

Di nagtagal damdamin ko’y

Di na mapalagay.
Ngunit Hindi moko pinapansin,

Tuwing magkachat tayo, lagi mo nalang akong siniSEEN,

Nasasaktan muna ko ng di mo alam,

Kasi wala ka namang pakialam.
Isang may mensahe kang ipinadala,

Bigla akong nakaramdam ng kaba.
Nagulat ako sa tanong mo,

“MAHAL MO AKO?”

iniwas ko ang topic natin sa tanong mo, 

Sapakat masasaktan mo lang ako.
Dahil Alam kong iba yung gusto mo,

Dahil alam kong iba yung mahal mo,

Dahil alam Kong paglalaruan mo lang ako.
Siguro hanggang dito nalang ang paghanga ko sayo,

Hanggang dito nalang yung pagiging tanga ko sayo,

Mga luhang tumutulo sa aking mga mata.

Dahil alam kung umaasa lang ako sa wala💔
Joshua Ron Javier

​If You’re Going To Love Me Next, Promise Me That You Won’t Break My Heart

If You’re Going To Love Me Next, Promise Me That You Won’t Break My Heart
In case you didn’t know, I’ve been through a lot of difficult times even at a young age. I experienced what it was like to fall in love with people who couldn’t like me back, become someone’s second option, and give my all only to receive nothing in return. I felt heartbreaking losses in the past that I thought I’d never get over with.
Sometimes I spend my time looking back and wishing I could do things differently. My heart has a lot of regrets up until this day. And I think it’s going to take me couple of years to completely wipe out all the could haves and would haves that are rolling inside my chest.

 

I am the first to admit that I have a heavy baggage I’m hiding beneath me. I have pieces of yesterday that I don’t want to let go. I have wounds that I’m preventing from healing, because I’m not yet ready to turn them into scars. I’m not yet ready to give closure to some unfinished business in my life.
But if I’m the one you’re going to love, I hope you understand that my heart hasn’t completely healed from the pain it harbored before. I hope you’re patient enough to wait for me to finally step out of my guarded zone. And I hope you accept me despite everything that you’re going to hear about me, research about me, learn about me.

 

If I’m the one you’re going to love, I want you to know that I’m no longer the person that I was several months ago, few years ago. I’m no longer the one who has too many fears, and doubts, and insecurities.

 

If I’m the one you’re going to love, I want you to love me for who I am right now.

 

I want you to believe in my potentials and the promises I have for my future. I hope you see all of my hard-work and my progress in becoming a better person. I hope you notice that I’m trying my best to get out of the hole that I dug and put myself into in the past.
If you’re going to love me next, I am hoping that you’re not going to break my heart. Because I don’t think I can handle another pain. I’m not sure if my heart is ready to be crushed again. And I’m tired of crying over endings and lost love.

 

If I’m the one you’re going to love, all I ask is that you give me a different story. Show me the other side of love that I haven’t seen and felt yet. Bring back the smile on my lips and remind me that I deserve to be happy. Convince me that with you, there is nothing to be afraid of, nothing to worry about, nothing to be sad for.

 

Play my favorite love song, and invite me to dance with you, until our feet get tired. Let’s spend the rest of the night staring at the cloudless night sky, telling each other things that no one knows about us, waiting for the day to begin again, and watch the sun rise above us. Let’s plan an adventure and immediately make it happen. Let’s live our purpose and live the kind of life that we dream of.

 

If I’m the one you’re going to love, promise me that I’m not going to spend some cold, lonely nights with no one by my side. Promise me that each holiday is going to be extra magical and special. Promise me that I’m not going to blow my birthday candles wishing for a love that fills me anymore, because I already have you in my life.

 

I already have the person I’ve been waiting for so long standing beside me, celebrating an important moment of my life with me. I have the person who’s mostly the reason why I feel a sense of contentment. And I know that I have the person who’s worth all the tears that I shed before.

 

If I’m the one you’re going to love, promise me that you won’t get tired of loving me every day. Promise me that you’ll give me hope when I’m on the edge of giving up. Promise that you’ll help me find what I’m searching for in this world.

 

And promise me that you’ll never do anything to break my heart.
Written by: Angelo Caerlang – Writer

​To The Guy Who Picked Up All My Broken Pieces

To The Guy Who Picked Up All My Broken Pieces. 
Thank you. 
Without you, like a half of a whole, I’m incomplete. 
Thank for seeing the best in me whenever I’m in my worst. You came into my life unexpectedly, bringing sunlight into my dark world. Though I am convinced that we were meant to cross paths, I still can’t believe how lucky I am to have met you – someone so profoundly different, yet so much in common. 
I sometimes wish that you could see yourself using my eyes even just for once, only then you would realize how special you are to me and how fascinated I am to you. 
I want you to see how desirable I am to spend forever in your arms. I will stay forever if you promise to hold on tight and never let go. I will never get enough of you my king, because with you, no day is ordinary, no day will need anything other than your existence, and your gentle touch and kisses. 
I know that I’m not always the perfect girlfriend, but believe me when I say I love you. 
I love you. 
Submitted by: Waps

Paano ba , tama pa ba , gusto ko na

“Paano ba , tama pa ba , gusto ko na.” 

Ni: Noli John Cabailo Macasa 
Paano ba bumitaw sa mga bagay na hindi mo hawak,

Paano buuin ang pusong tuluyang nawawasak. 

Sumusugal sa larong alam kong mapapahamak, kaya Sinta,

Paano ba?

Paano ba lilisan sa pagmamahal na hindi masuklian. 

Paano ba?

Paano ba kalimutan ang mga masasayang alaala,

Paano ba? 

Paano ba kalimutan ang isang tulad mong minahal ko ng lubusan.

TAMA PA BA? 
Tama pa ba na kailangan mo ako o mas nararapat na kailangan na ako ng sarili ko , 

tama pa ba na mahalin ka o mas tamang palayain na.
Nakakalungkot isipin 

Na ngayon magbabalik nanaman sa hanggang tingin 

Pilit ko mang tanggapin 

Ngunit parang di ko kakayanin 

Mali ba ang ikaw ay mahalin 

At araw araw ipanalangin 

Na balang araw sana ikaw ay maging akin 
Kaya mahal bago matapos ang tulang ito ipapaalala ko lang sayo, 

sinayang mo ang pagmamahal na Inalay ko para sayo.
Iiyak nanaman ako 

Pagtapos ng lahat 

Akoy magbibilang 

Isa , dalawa , tatlo , 

Naisip ko Talo nanaman ako.
Gusto ko ng lumaya at maging masaya, Gusto ko ng umagang walang inaalala, Gusto ko ng gabing mahimbing ang pagidlip, 

Gusto ko ng Mag hapong walang iniisip. 
Ito nako Muli 

Nag-iisa pero kaya nang wala ka 

Kayang maging maligaya 

kahit wala kana 

Limot na kita.
#FilipinoSpokenWord

PANGGAGAHASA NG ISANG MAKATA

“PANGGAGAHASA NG ISANG MAKATA”

    (Short Poetry na medyo SPG )

Ni:Danico Bendaña Bayonito Ramos
“Ughhhhhhh ! Ang sarap talaga!”

Mga salitang biglang bumagabag sa aking diwa,

Habang tinutunton ko ang pasilyo patungo sa aking kwarto.

“Hayy ! Makakaisa na naman ako!”

Nasaad ko kasabay ng pagbukas sa pinto!

Kasama ang isang magiging pulutan ko sa gabing ito.

Hindi ko na mapigilan ang aking pag nanasa na ako’y makabuo.

Oo! Kailangang makabuo ng bago!

Kaya agad kong inilabas!

Ang aking pag aari na mahaba at matigas! 

Mabalahibo ang dulo!

Sa pagnanasa na makagawa biglang tumaas ang aking libido.

Hindi na ako nagpatumpik tumpik pa

At hinubad ko na ang bagay na tumatakip sayong butas kanina pa.

Alas! Nakita ko na rin ang yung mamasa masang butas.

Isang butas na puno ng malapot na katas! 

Heto na! 

Ipinapasok ko na ang matigas, mahaba at mabalahibong dala dala,

Papasok sa iyong napakahiwagang butas!

Taas baba, baba taas, taas baba, baba taas! 

Sige pa!

Bilisan mo pa!

At napasigaw ako ng “Tama na” 

“Oo! Ilalabas ko na!”

Hanggang sa paglabas ko ng pag aari kong  mahaba, mabalihibo at matigas!

Ay nakita kong puno na ito ng malapot na katas mula sa butas

Kaya bigla ko itong ipinahid sa isang blankong pamunas

Isang pamunas kung saan lalabas ang isang obra gawa ng makatang matatas! 

“Alas! Tapos ko na ang aking katha!”

Salamat sa aking pag aaring matigas, mahaba at mabalahibong pluma!

Salamat sa botelya ng tinta kung saan nanirahan ang malapot na katas!

Salamat sa blankong papel na nagsilbing pamunas!

Bigla ko nalang nasabi sa salamin na saki’y nakatapat! 

“UGGHHHH! ANG SARAP TALAGANG MAGSULAT!”

​Here’s How It Hurts To Feel Like He’s Not Just Into You

Here’s How It Hurts To Feel Like He’s Not Just Into You

By: Angelo Caerlang – Writer
One of the worst feelings in the world is when you fall in love with a guy who doesn’t have the audacity to tell you that he can’t love you back. The guy who low-key makes you feel like trash from the inside out. 
The guy who makes you feel embarrassed with everything that you have done for him.
At one point in your life, you might’ve been disillusioned by convincing yourself that if you flirt enough, you can get that man you’ve been eyeing. You allow your confidence to sky-rocket because why not? 
You look fine as hell. Your personality doesn’t suck. You are definitely qualified to date him.
But it doesn’t always work that way. Getting a guy to like you doesn’t require a shiny resume. Although your level of fame and number of followers on social media are a boost to your dating reputation, in today’s dating culture — it’s a lot more complicated than that.
Most guys want their satisfactions to be fulfilled endlessly, and you have to always be careful not to bore them. 
Because then, they’re going to move on to another girl with whom they think they’ll find what they’re looking for. Next thing you know, you’re going home with your shoulders slumped, head swirling with the thought, “Well. I guess he’s not into me.”
And it sucks.
It sucks that you don’t know how to play games with guys who only desire casual relationships. It sucks that you are born in an era when love is defined in a twisted way. It sucks that you are always clueless about how to play it cool.  
You can’t help but think: Is this really the kind of dating world we all live in right now? A world where men identify themselves as hopeless romantics just because the phrase sounds good. 
A world where men always end up saying, “I hate to break it to you, but you’re not really my type.”
He’s just not into you.
He doesn’t see you as someone who can take the role of girlfriend in his life. He thinks you’re too caring. He’s worried that you’re going to be one of those batshit crazy, needy girlfriends. 
And he doesn’t like that.
He likes someone who doesn’t ask too many questions. He likes someone who’s not touchy, and is on the same page with him about not putting labels on a relationship. 
He just wants the kind of girl who’s chill, and is okay to be dropped like a hot potato whenever he feels like it.
But maybe there’s a blessing in hearing, those words. Maybe there’s something good to draw from, “I’m sorry. I’m just not into you.”
Maybe your life will become so much better than settling for a total loser who’s probably going to end up living alone in his apartment with his video gaming consoles. Maybe you’re worth more than just the moment.
Maybe you will be appreciated by a guy who’s more stable and responsible than the one who rejected you. A guy who will think your questions are all valid, and will not consider you as too emotional.
So instead of occasionally seeking out for guys who will potentially just storm off to a different direction without even bothering to say goodbye to you, perhaps you need to start looking for the one who will make you think, 
“Damn. Where have you been all this time?”